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I'm 47 year old Mum with a 7 year old Autistic boy and been remarried to my husband John for 10 years. I enjoy reading and learning more about our Lord and Saviour. I also enjoy spending time with our Lord in prayer and singing hymns and listening to Christian music and Christian movies like to hear as well. I enjoy doing knitting and I love going to Church. I am becoming a Chaplaincy very shortly. Very shortly I am starting training. Which The Lord called me to be.
When I was a child I always felt that there was someone greater looking after me. Because lots of problems in my family. My mum had mental health issues and seeing my mum trying to jump out a very top window, and trying to get in the middle of the road to get knocked down. And because my dad was at that time alcoholic dad would beat my mum up when came home drunk. Because of mum's mental health issues mum had the house on fire. We has children got very frightened of this then my sister what you doing mum had the room on fire so my sister put it out quickly. Mum obviously didn't even realized that the room was on fire. So I believe God saved us all in this situation. Then we was going on holiday we was on our way to Cornwall and dad's car brakes went as we coming towards aroundabout and we just missed hitting a lorry. I believe that God saved us in this too! Then when I grew up and met my first husband he asexually abused me that I had loss six pints a blood that I was on a point of death bed. But no God intervene at the point they thought they would lose me. But God already spoken to me that day at 3pm you will be going to hospital in ambulance and will live. When 3pm came round that day God was spot on I was going in an ambulance to hospital and be saved. I believe God gave me second chance to learn lessons about relationships and to learn that to choose rightly. That I was worthy and loved by God. God had showed me how to live my life in the right way. Because of my abused they told me there was only a 50% of having a baby because the damage of my womb. But because of this 10years later I was diagnosed with PTSD and depression. I left my first husband and got a divorce. As God showed me 2 choices one pile of Good things to come in the future if I choose to leave my first husband like new home, new church, new clothes, freedom, independent, new everything new beginning? But the second pile God pile of rubble if I choose to go back to my first husband, like the rubble would be he could sexually abused me again,And I may not live this time as it could be worse than last time. He could beat me up like before, he will do the same things to you , he will not change his behaviour towards you, he will steel from you like he did, Nothing will be change. There would be no life for you. But I chosed to leave him and I did also get a divorse. lived on my own for 5 years. Then I met my second husband and he looks after me supported me and we do team work. But when we went to Scotland for our honeymoon God spoke to me and said that I would have a baby when I'm 40 years old. So in August 2009 doctor thought I had the swine flu gave me medication for it. But one day I went to take the medication God told me not to take it that morning you're pregnant. It would be dangerous for the baby. But the Dr said no I don't think you're pregnant I was in a 10 month break down I was really confused didn't know what to believe. But then the Dr said we will do a pregnancy test then Dr said she would ring me with results later that day. So she rang me she said you better sit down. But I knew anyway she said you're pregnant. My breakdown had vanished straight away from that day. And now I've come a very long way. I had lots of healing. God had given me a bundle of joy. To this day God showed me his real love and how I am to him. I very thankful to God for given me a new little family to cheerish now and always. Words cannot expressed how grateful I am to The Lord for this. Praise The Lord. He has done amazing things in my life and more since. I have learnt lots about God through reading Bible having bible study. I have learnt trust other's and trust more in God and got more faith in God now and belief. I the journey continues still. I'm a working progressed God haven't finished with me yet. Still more healing to come.
Knitting reading learning more things about God Christian music and movies.