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Blood of Jesus

Hebrews 9:14, "How much more shall the blood of Christ, who through the eternal Spirit offered himself without spot to God, purge your conscience from dead works to serve the living God?"

if you are still beating yourself up over your past failures which have been nailed to the cross, you are denying the work that Christ has done for you! A clean conscience before the Lord agrees with what Christ has done in removing their sin and declaring them as justified or innocent before the Lord.
His blood has power to defeat our past and point us to our future.

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The Darkness Pt 2

So, as with any surgery, it took a few weeks to get over.

As the weeks passed, the same feelings were around. Depression, anger, sadness, fear, dread ... they just never seemed to leave.

I was directed to a new endocrinologist ... one who came very highly recommended. So I made my first appt and went.

He seems nice, knowledgeable in this field. The first visit went good and I thought, hey, I have finally found someone who really cares and can "fix" me.

Thru a series of more test, trial and error, we settle on medication and see each other about every 3 to 4 weeks for follow-ups, test thyroid levels, refill prescripts, etc.

We're doin good after about 6 months ... a year, alright, this is the answer I was looking for ... yea!!! 

Two years later ... I am better! I go to work everyday, take care of my kids, do errands, etc etc ... man, Ive got this ... or so I thought ...

I am 3 yrs in with this doctor. Yes, things are a lot better, but something is wearing me out ... sooooo many trips to the dr and the drugstore.

Every 5 days to be exact.

U see, because of the breathing problems and tightness I have been experiencing since day one, I have found that codine is a wonder drug!!! It takes care of all my symptoms and I feel great.

Not to mention the Xanax ... where have they been hiding this stuff, why dont more ppl know about it? It is the miracle drug of this century!!!

I do notice something thats different ... I seem to think I'm "better" than thou, and my temper is kind nasty, even to my family whom I love so much ... oh well, must be a hormonal thing, right?!

I have always loved the internet ... just seems to calm my nerves, keep my mind occuppied, etc ... I love to play online games ...

I have met a lot of awesome ppl on here, men and women ... talking to them wont hurt anything ... right?!

I begin to spend a lot of time on this thing ... forgetting to cook dinner, the laundry piling up, kids not getting chores done, homework left undone ... husband, oh who cares, he's a butt anyways ...

Yeap ... this medicine is cure all for sure ... right?!

To be continued ........

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Spirit walk

We must learn to walk in the Spirit' that our steps will not fulfill the flesh walk.The bible declares in our flesh we can not please God. That is why we need His Holy Spirit.

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Even when it seem hard we should still try and obey God. No matter what others may say about you. What really matter is what God' has to say about you.

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Studying The Bible

Studying the Bible, a Plan and some Guidelines

When we study God’s word it’s good to have a plan and  a good understanding of the make-up of the Bible. Otherwise, it may seem like hieroglyphics. Actually, only 3 major questions need to be asked about what we’re reading. When we get a good handle on these, Scripture will become much more alive for us.

First major question:

 “To whom does the Bible speak?”  Easy answer: everyone. But not so fast. Certain parts of the Bible are specially designed to speak to certain groups or even certain individuals.

In sending out the 12 apostles, for instance, the Lord said, “Be not anxious how or what ye shall speak: for it will be given to you in that hour what ye shall speak.” (Matt. 10:19) This scripture applied to the Apostles, and to them alone. Obviously, if every member of this site depended on the Lord to put words in his mouth whenever he spoke he would be seriously disappointed.

Others single out special groups of believers, or non-believers. In his letter to the Collossians and Ephesians, Paul sent some of his God-given instructions to husbands and to wives, some to fathers, some to children, some to masters, and some to servants. In the town of Miletus Paul delivered an address to the Elders at the church of Ephesus, which contains special instructions for elders of churches. In writing to Timothy, he spoke to preachers when he said, “Preach the word; be urgent in season, out of season; reprove, rebuke, exhort with all long suffering and teaching (2 Timothy 4:2). Still other passages have a broad application to all Christians.

It should be clear by now that the Bible student must begin the study with the question: ”To whom was this passage of the book written?” This question becomes even more vital when one considers the fact that God has had three major dispensations, or time periods where the rules differed, in His dealing with men.

Three Dispensations

First there was the Patriarchal Dispensation. This period lasted for about 2500 (?) years, beginning with Adam and ending with the giving of the Mosaic law on Mt. Sinai. During this time there was no church, no temple, and no written system of religious laws. God spoke directly to the heads of the families in visions and dreams, and thru angels.

The second period was the Mosaic Dispensation. This period lasted about 1500 years, beginning with Moses and ending when Christ died on the cross. During this period was the tabernacle or temple as the center of worship. There also was an elaborate system of religious laws, with the ten commandments at their center. To carry out the elaborate systems of sacrifices there was a carefully regulated priesthood. This is called the period of “Moonlight.”

The third period is the Christian Dispensation. It began with Christ’s death and the beginning of the church and has already lasted more than 2000 years. It will continue in effect until Christ returns to announce the end of time and the judgment. The temple gave way to the church in the Christian age and the law of Moses was replaced by the greater law of liberty, the law of Christ.This is the period of God’s full and complete revelation, also called the “sunlight”.

Their meaning for us today

Sometimes when a person hears of the three dispensations for the first time, he finds it difficult to understand how these facts relate to him. What all of this means is that people who live “this side of the cross” are under the rules and regulations of neither the Patriarchal nor the Mosaic Age. We are under the jurisdiction of the law of Christ. Can we be sure this is true? Read Matt. 17: 1-5 where Peter wanted to build 3 tabernacles, one for Jesus, one for Elijah an one for Moses. And “behold, a voice out of the cloud said This is my Beloved Son, in whom I am well pleased. Hear Him.” This incident plainly shows the superiority of Christ over Moses, the Old Testament Law giver, and Elijah, one of the chief Old Testament prophets. The voice of God declared that now men must hear Christ, the Divine Son of God and not go by the previous set of laws.

Some of Moses’ law, the 10 commandments, for example- in a deeper and richer form are also part of the law of Christ, but we obey the laws Christ gave, rather than Moses’ laws. This does not mean the Old Testament is meaningless for Christians, but merely that Christians are not under the commands and ordinances of the former dispensations. The events of the former dispensations are to be studied by Christians for in them is much encouragement toward faith and trust in God. A reading of the Old Testament is necessary for an understanding of the New. “The Old Testament is the New Testament concealed, the New Testament is the Old Testament revealed.” . This point of view, clearly taught in the scriptures themselves, makes it possible for a man in the 21st century to understand the Bible. Otherwise, he flounders among the three dispensations, not knowing what to do with much of what he reads.

Also, such books as the Psalms furnish Christians great inspiration toward deeper Spirituality. The books of prophesy also give evidence of the inspiration of the Bible and the Divinity of Christ. Christians must keep the Old Testament, and read it, and study it thoroughly. But Christians are not under the laws of these past ages.

The Second Major Question

The second question a serious Bible student musk ask is “Who Is Speaking”? Different people speak throughout the scriptures, and some are messengers of God. Some are not. For example, when Job lost all his possessions (Job 2) his wife advised him “Renounce God and die” (real nice lady, eh?) Obviously, this was not the Biblical message. One must go on, and read Jobs next statement to get the message: “Thou He slay me, yet will I trust Him.”

Sometimes the advice of the devil is included in the scriptures, as in Genesis (Gen. 3) where he tempts eve. The whole human race was plunged into sin because the two believed the half-truths of the devil. Another example is iIn Acts 15 where the Judaizing teachers present their incorrect doctrine.

The careful student of the Bible doesn’t “Pick and choose” scriptures, picking a sentence here, and another there, and combining them indiscriminately. In doing so it is quite easy to make the Bible say what the lord did not intend for it to say at all. A humorous example of this is combining 3 passages, Matt 27:5, Luke 10:37, and John 13:27. You end up with this (not something I”d preach!)                               “And Judas went out and hanged himself/Go thou and do likewise/and what thou doest, do quickly” The result is hardly he word of God. In order to be honest in the use of the scriptures one must study the context that proceeds and follows any given verse.

Sometimes the paragraph will be enough to read to be sure your interpretation is true. Sometimes, you will need to read the entire chapter, and sometimes you’ll have to familiarize yourself with the theme of the entire book. Just be sure you’ve read enough to fully understand the message by it’s context, and not just have an out-of-context quotation which is essentially different from the real meaning of the Lord.

Of course, this point doesn’t mean there’s a difference in the authority of the various Inspired speakers of the Bible. When God guides a man his message is not his own but God’s. The Holy Spirit is directing his words, so that it’s not the speakers own message, but God’s. He is merely God’s instrument.

Third Major Question

One more vital question needs to be asked. “What is the design or purpose of the passage?”  Some passages are narrative. They simply tell an instructive, inspiring story of some relationship of God and man. Such a story is the one of Joseph.

Other passages are Prophesy. These foretell events that were to come to pass long after the prophesy was made. The Old Testament abounds in such passages. They often serve to show that God was instructing the writers to write of things they could not possibly have known. The book of Daniel is such a prophesy. Isaiah’s foretelling of the coming of Jesus is another. They are great encouragements to faith.

Still other passages in the Bible are commands. These are direct instructions from God and must be obeyed. “Thou shall not kill (commit murder). Thou shalt not commit adultery. Thou shalt not steal” (Exodus 20: 13-15) These are obviously commands to be obeyed.

Sometimes the Bible speaks Literally and sometimes Figuratively. For example, Jesus referred to himself as a door, as a way, as a shepherd, as the water of life, and in a number of other illustrative ways. The reader would be mistaken to take him literally when he does.


Let us make the Bible our guide. Let us strive to know what the Bible teaches. Then, let us do what the Bible says, for there is no reward for those who stop short of the doing! “Be ye doers of the Word and not hearers only” James 1:22.

Revised from material written by: Dr Batsell Barrett Baxter.

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Beyond The Darkness

Even though the darkness kept me bound,

From a distance I could hear a sound.

A small still voice whispered sweet and low,

It was one I had come to know.

The pain, fear and doubt was all around,

I thought this was where I would drown.

As the days seem to dwindle by,

The voice said I would not die.

Not here, not now,

Ive come to save you and thats my vow.

All you can see is the darkness high and low,

But I am here with you and I will not let you go.

Follow the sound of my voice dear daughter,

You are the clay, and I am the potter.

I have created you just as you are,

Like a beautiful shinning star.

From this darkness I will bring you,

To give that asked for breakthrough.

Just follow the sound of my voice dear one,

Let it lead you til your done.

And u will see that darkness has gone,

And a new life upon you will dawn.

S Melvin



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Wrong...But so right... :-)

Chocolate Gravy 

You must serve this hot on hot Biscuits or toast Hot is imperative!!! 

3 Tbsp Bacon Drippings 3 Tbsp Flour 

1/4 cup Hersheys Cocoa 2/3 cup Sugar 

1 & !/2 Milk 1 Tspn Vanilla Extract 

Combine the bacon dripping and flour into a nice roux and add the sugar and the milk and the Cocoa powder wisking vigourously until smooth slightly scalding the milk(Bringing the mix not quite to a boil but to a heavy simmer (lots of little bubbles)then bring it down to low and serve over fresh and hot biscuits or toast or ice cream or almost anything thast demands sweet and chocolatey. 

Interesting add in options:1/2 tspn of Ground cayenne or 1 tbsp Cinnamon well almost any flavour agent that goes well with Chocolate

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Our Father...

Our father is the most loaded phrase in the bible it is a way of saying every request and need we have.It is a cry for Strength and refuge.It is a very present help in a time of trouble.It is our praise and our song!!! 
Our Father is our Praise 

Worship the LORD your God, and his blessing will be on your food and water. I will take away sickness from among you, 
Exodus 23:25 

I will praise thee, O LORD, with my whole heart; I will shew forth all thy marvelous works. 
Psalm 9:1 

Shout for joy to the LORD, all the earth. Worship the LORD with gladness; come before him with joyful songs. Know that the LORD is God. It is he who made us, and we are his [a] ; we are his people, the sheep of his pasture. Enter his gates with thanksgiving and his courts with praise; give thanks to him and praise his name. For the LORD is good and his love endures forever; his faithfulness continues through all generations. 
Psalm 100 

Yet a time is coming and has now come when the true worshipers will worship the Father in spirit and truth, for they are the kind of worshipers the Father seeks. 
John 4:23 
“Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves have received from God.” 
2 Corinthians 1:3-4 

Our Father is our provision 

For every beast of the forest [is] mine, [and] the cattle upon a thousand hills. 
Psalms 50:10 

I have been young and now I am old, yet I have not seen the righteous forsaken or his descendants begging bread. 
Psalm 37:25 

And God is able to make all grace abound to you, so that always having all sufficiency in everything; you may have an abundance for every good deed; 
2 Corinthians 9:8 

And my God will supply all your needs according to His riches in glory in Christ Jesus. 
Philippians 4:19 

Our Father is our comfort 

I, even I, am He who comforts you, who are you that you are afraid of man who dies and of the son of man who is made like grass 
Isaiah 51:12 

For this reason I say to you, do not be worried about your life, as to what you will eat or what you will drink; nor for your body, as to what you will put on. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothing? "Look at the birds of the air, that they do not sow, nor reap nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not worth much more than they? And who of you by being worried can add a single hour to to his life? 
Matthew 6:25 

And He said to His disciples, "For this reason I say to you, do not worry about your life, as to what you will eat; nor for your body, as to what you will put on. For life is more than food, and the body more than clothing? Consider the ravens, for they neither sow nor reap; they have no storeroom nor barn, and yet God feeds them; how much more valuable you are than the birds! And which of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life's span? If then you cannot do even a very little thing, why do you worry about other matters? Consider the lilies, how they grow: they neither toil nor spin; but I tell you, not even Solomon in all his glory clothed himself like one of these. But if God so clothes the grass in the field, which is alive today and tomorrow is thrown into the furnace, how much more will He clothe you? You men of little faith! And do not seek what you will eat and what you will drink, and do not keep worrying. 
Luke 12:22-29 

Our Father is a strength and refuge 

The Lord is good, a refuge in times of trouble. He cares for those who trust in him.” 
Nahum 1:7 

Look to the LORD and his strength; seek his face always. 
1 Chronicles 16:11 

Some trust in chariots and some in horses, but we trust in the name of the LORD our God.They are brought to their knees and fall, but we rise up and stand firm. 
Psalm 20: 7-8 

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About Me

I try to stay optimistic,but sometimes I just sort of sink into depression because of some of my medical problems.I'm diabetic,epileptic and have some circulatory and other medical problems.I am in a good deal of pain most of the time.I cant drive because of the seizures and it has impeded my ability to work and drive.It is embarassing to me that this at time has hindered career aspirations.Being on disability has been embarrassing to say the least.I have a job now but getting the right situation has been a gift from God.It does not mean it is not a daily struggle but it does show that God is good...

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My Prayer

May your peace be anchor in stormy tide, 
May your hope run like a river that'll never run dry, 
May your burdens grow light, may your worries subside, 
This is my prayer for you. 

May your soul grow deep, may your joy run wild, 
May your heart know the face of mercy has smiled, 
May your faith come to let you believe like a child, 
This is my prayer for you. 

This is my prayer for you 

by Julie Miller 

Last Song By Julie Miller

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So I'm like reading a devotional this afternoon and it is one on Evil forebodings.

meaning ...  A sense of impending evil or misfortune.

So I start thinking about what Ive been thinking about ... and sure enough, I constantly think of impending doom ... something bad happening!

If u have read my blog I started today on the darkness, then u will start to see a pattern of why ...

This is really something I think needs addressing in my life.  This prayer was at the end of the devotional:

"Dear Lord Jesus, through so many days in my life, I have been robbed of my joy and contentment by evil forebodings. As those feelings come to me, please remind me that You are in control. Help me to rest in You and rejoice in Your Power in my life, Amen."

I will for sure being praying this one!!! I also have been reminded today of things I thought long forgotten, but it was good for me to remember them because it reminded me that God did it once, and he will do it again ...

This God stuff is pretty cool huh ... Thanks Father for opening my eyes today ... keeping goin, I'm listening!!!!!!

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I wonder...

I was listening to some Casting Crowns and started to wonder what would happen if we took the premise of the song "If We Are The Body?" and really and earnestly tried to apply the concept to our lives.What would happen if we truly made an effort to truly change ourselves so that God would find in us a useful tool to serve in the lives of those closest to us.Would the healing and change that God would create in us beome something intangible that others would be molded by unknowingly?I wish that others would know that something was inherently different about me and you.My prayer is that we would all live in a way that would demand that people would desire to know what is different in my life that is not in there life to give such joy.The thing is that to have such an impact it does not begin as an outward change it must begin with changing yourself by allowing God to make the changes in your life by giving control of your life to him 

A man decided that he would change the world. 
But, he wasn’t successful. 
So he decided to change the country. 
But, he wasn’t successful. 
So he decided to change his community. 
But, he wasn’t successful. 
So he decided to change his street. 
But, be wasn’t successful. 
So he decided to change his family. 
But, he wasn’t successful. 
So he decided to change himself. 

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I am really insecure.II have always felt like a fringe dweller on any group.I have never really had any close family or friends.I just don't feel like I belong and it tends to make me over compensate alot.It makes me want to make sure my friends no I have Love for them and know I am always there for them.I get scared because I did discover my best friend dead after his suicide about 10 yrs ago.Before that I tended to stay alone because I got teased and bullied all through school and my only real friend from about 6th grade on was my walk man.I even had alot of friends that I would only see a few times a year.I tend to be better online at getting and maintaining friends due to the amount of anonymity involved.I do not present well in real life.I have been called retarded because of my dyslexia and the fact I have a speech impediment and since my accident 10 years ago it has gotten worse because of some neurological issues I now have.I have never had much success at sharing feelings in my family.We tend togive each other things and not really talk.So if I seem a little scared please be patient with me and just continue to pray for me please..

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Don't be good

The most important things in your witness are to be a consistent person.Consistency is like gold letting your yes be your yes and your no be your no.People will not respect your words if your life does not bear fruit."But someone will say, “You have faith and I have works.” Show me your faith apart from your works, and I will show you my faith by my works."James 2:18 I have given up on trying to be a good person for that seems an exercise in futility that will leave you in exhaustion.A better strategy is too fall in love.with is written that you should "Let love and faithfulness never leave you; 
bind them around your neck, 
write them on the tablet of your heart. 
4Then you will win favor and a good name 
in the sight of God and man. 
5Trust in the LORD with all your heart 
and lean not on your own understanding; 
6in all your ways acknowledge him, 
and he will make your paths straight.a" proverbs 3-5 
if you fall totally in love with Jesus you actions cant help but change.The fruits of your action will change by the deepening love that feels your life.It will not be like pouring a liquid into a glass,it will be a continuing growth that will be more akin to dropping a galass into the ocean where it cant help but is a thing that will start small but grow into something mighty and all encompassing.This stuff is dangerous and it will change your life.It will change your relationships with others and change the very world.If you grasp it is infectious. 

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Adapt and Overcome

"I want to learn from my mistakes 
I ain't got time to go the long way 
And if things start going wrong 
I need to find the faith to carry on" 
Randy Stonehill 

Backtracking is not an option when you are commanded to run a race as we were commanded to run a race in 1 cor 9:24.There are some interesting points in this passage that we are not actually called towin,we are just called to run.This implies that we should have a few preparations and thoughts in the back of our mind.We must be prepared for the pitfalls and obstacles ahead.Having a game plan can take alot of the pain out of this and judicious use of a map also eases the burden of the journey.So I guess the first point is to use the map and our map is the Bible.We need to be in the word,we need to memorize the word.You cant use a sword if you dont practice with it and the word is most definitely a sword. 

The next thing is to run with the group aka the church.It is said that as Iron sharpens iron so does the countenance of another man.Running with the group in an optimal situation should help the hurdles,If you fall there should be a hand to help and when you can run no more there should be people to help carry you till you can continue on your own again. 

The final thing is to "Make it Work" as fashion icon Tim Gunn is known for saying.Nothing will ever be optimal so we must maintain a philosophy of adapt and overcome.Overcoming is huge,we are not survivors of the world we are overcomers of the world through Christ.We overcome due to nothing we have done but simply because he loves us and there is no better deal than that........ 

Therefore this is what the LORD says: 

“If you repent, I will restore you 
that you may serve me; 
if you utter worthy, not worthless, words, 
you will be my spokesman. 
Let this people turn to you, 
but you must not turn to them. 
20 I will make you a wall to this people, 
a fortified wall of bronze; 
they will fight against you 
but will not overcome you, 
for I am with you 
to rescue and save you,” 
declares the LORD. 
21 “I will save you from the hands of the wicked 
and deliver you from the grasp of the cruel.” 

Jeremiah 15:19-21 

“I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.” 

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The Darkness ....

Well, this one may take several blogs ... as it spans a time period of goin on 14 years.

Its kinda hard to put into words ... it is about how this journey in the wilderness started, the journey up to now.

I have wanted to share this with others for a long time, but this mornin, talking with a pastor friend of mine, he said ... u will overcome by the word of ur testimony. So, I will begin to share ...

Summer, 1999

Married to then husband Jimmy(whom I will now refer to as my ex) ... my boys were 12 and 8. I was 36. In pretty perfect health.  My ex raced a 4 cylinder truck at the speedway. It terrified me! I hated goin, but I went with him anyway. the kids loved it, of course.

Two days prior to this particular Saturday, I had gone to the dentist for some work. They gave me that gas, and for some unexplained reason, I had a bad reaction to it ... I was fine one minute, the next I felt a rush of heat, my breathing felt shallow and I felt "out of body" sensation.  I waved to a nurse, tried to explain, but they said the gas couldnt do that. They did the procedure and I went home.

Two days later, Saturday ... I was at the track supporting the ex as usual. I had taken the pain meds the dentist had given me. The race ended, and we started the trip home.

About 10 miles from our house, I all of a sudden, felt the same feeling I had in the dentist office, only this time I started hyper-ventilating. But it felt like I was breathing at all ... my ex and the kids were terrified, as I was. He put that truck on fast and furious, got me to the hospital ...

I dont remember a lot about being at the ER, except that a fear I cant explained settled in on me.

They did some test, gave me a shot of something and sent me home.

Sunday ... I slept a little ... but woke up, having the same feelings rush over me ... I couldnt breath right ... I honestly thought, this is it ... I am goin to die. So back to the ER we went. This would be the second of many trips to the ER.

To be honest, I dont remember much of that day  ... but I do know that it was bad. The dr's said I was having panic attacks. But I felt something much worse was happening.

Over the next several months, my health went downhill fast. The "episodes" continued, my weight went from around 125 to somewhere near 99. I had such fear, a darkness seemed to ingulf me.

It wasnt until around Dec or Jan that the Holy Spirit said, in the dr's office ... ask for an uptake and thyroid scan. I did. They scheduled it.

It showed I had Graves Disease. I thought, oh, thank u Lord, I'm not crazy and now "it" has a name! Little did I know that this was only the beginning of the journey ... one I would never wish on anyone.

March, 2000

I went to Vanderbilt Hospital. They scheduled my surgery and went on to remove my thyroid. It was an operation that they said would only take a couple hrs, but ended up taking about 6. My thyroid was so enlarged, it took longer to remove it.

They explained that the "episodes" I had been having, were called Thyroid Storms. An awful experience to say the least ... horrible.

I left the hospital.  All this time I had been praying for a sign from my Father God, that I would live and not die.  The months of goin thru this, I had pretty much given in to the thoughts of death. The darkness that surround me was like being in a dark room 24/7 where u cant see ur hand in front of ur face.

I experiences many things during the darkeness. Depression, horrible fear, panic, anxiety, death thoughts, etc. I mean, this was every second of everyday! It came to the point that I was at the dr's or ER all the time. My body seriously looked like it was dying. I looked like I had Anorexia. I mean u would be shocked at how I looked. Eyes sunken in, pasty skin. I hated even looking in the mirror.

I couldnt eat. I dont understand why, but it is still that way when these "episodes" hit ... yes I still have them ... more on that later.

I was literally, I believe, dying a slow painful fearful death. And it seemed nobody could help me.

But I had been praying for a sign ... I dont remember the ride home so much as what I saw when I got home.

We had a back deck, and a wreath that is two hearts, hanging on the wall, outside. My ex went out to water the plants, and called me out there. He said, "u arent goin to believe this!" There in the wreath, two doves (who never get close to humans), had built a nest. When I walked out there, they both turned and looked right at me! I even have pictures of this. The Lord spoke to me that day, thru these doves ... I am with u, peace be still.

I cried, thanked the Lord.

Did I instantly get well ... no ... but something begin to stir in my that day. It was hope.

To be continued ....

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