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I wanted to become a new man about 9 years ago. It wasn't till 4 and a half years later thati had to admit to myself that all i was doing was learning to live off the grace that GOD extended me. I did nothing to change but hide my lifestyle better while learning how to talk the talk of repentence. While sitting in a jail dorm, I felt that i missed GOD, now looking back I realize i was never trying to get to know THEM. In getting to know GOD the last 4 and a half years THEY have walked me through in becoming a new man. I am now entertaining a whole new lifestyle inside and out. I have changed mentally, spiritually, and physically. And now go by a new name and recieve gladly the authority to call myself a Child of GOD.
I was a very young age when God proved to me that they were real. I I told them that I would believe in them if they could prove to me that they were not made up stories like Superman or other superheroes that my parents told me only used camera tricks. It was a sunny day and I said God if you are real, I want to see a bolt of lightning come out of the sky when I count to three. So I began the count as I looked out the window. As I got to the last number I Heard a Voice in my head. "Does it have to be on 3 or after 3" just like the famous quote from the movie Lethal Weapon. I responded well even if it's a few seconds after 3 I couldn't doubt anyway. I counted the last number out the bolt came out immediately as I said the number. That is when I became a Christian. It wasn't until about 4 1/2 years ago when I realize the importance claiming my title as a child of God. It was easy to be Christian because I was around other people I wanted to be like me and gave their allegiance to God on Sunday or other church activities. I was comfortable because I got to see people from the sanctuary live contrary to the way they were "amening". I became self justified as i refused to go with the crowd of believers outside of the church. I was more secretive and got really good at thinking i was real and denying that i had a problem i needed to fix because at least i wasn't the other kind of hypocrites. I was worse off because, while they were being fake half the time I was being fake all the time. While learning to take on a life of Grace and Truth I've learned the significance of what it is to be a child of God verses Christian who believes. I'm still not any better butt I'm not trying to look better this time and I him at a place of great peace with it because I get to call God my dad.
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