New Castle, VA
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I'm a God fearing woman, daughter of God, Blessed Mother of 5 beautiful children & a wife to a good christian man. I was saved at 17 yrs old and have raised my children in a Christian home since their birth even taught their sunday school for many years.
Hubby got injured at work last yr now a yr & 3 mths later still out of work no income working with union & lawyer. my 14yrold daughter has adhd & odd & got angry fought her sister. Told her aunt & her aunt my sister calls social services making 2 of my girls stay with her on "here say" she tryin to adopt them n get custody and since she has money social services agrees but thank God the Judge sees differently an said they need edvence so Judge hired his own team casa to get truth & actually reading all medical records on my baby & listen to all witnesses on my side which included 2 doctors 3 pastors & therapists that worked with my baby. They had 0 witnesses have court in nov and dec we received an eviction notice for our home cause i gave all i had towards my rent but still owe now for oct & soon nov. I just got hired at a job working in a deli, power was cut off got help to get it back on then our car gets repoed then net gets cut off. At this point I said nothing to no one I felt dead inside cause what God had gifted me with was not with me an i promised God since their birth id raise them the best I could in a Godly home to the point at 30 yrs old i got picked on called a goodie goodie or goodie 2 shoes cause id never done drugs & didnt cuss. Now 2 of my babies are temporarily gone i felt like a failure my sis was buying them expensive make up nails done letting them drink alcohol to point my child never cussed at me said to me " im sick & tired of your F*** religious BS" iwas heartbroken but stayed mommy an said watch your language over phone. That night social services said they were trying to help my sis get custody even Judge told me he knew nothing about it & to make sure I tell my lawyer. I felt dead no one knew but God that night my oldest grab my hand we watched tv I said im going to bed she said dont leave me & then said pinky promise you will not leave me. i pinky promise. crying alone told God im not Job you got my records Mixed up with someone elses records all I could hear was my dead grandma say the babies need you think about what God saved you from. I ran a bath so no one could hear me cry I bluntly spoke to God like I would anyone I know you're real i can never deny yes if it wasnt for my grandmas prayers & whatever your getting me ready for id be dead but one of the most precious gifts you gave me that I cherish has been attacked satan & his posse went after the very thing I have sacrificed to keep safe, protect love an care for the very miracles that showed me & finally got me to understand the very depth of your love & pain cause now i understand id SACRIFICE my life & walk to the ends of the earth to save my children. Im losing everything i dont even have a car to sleep in when I lose my home. my past I know without doubt You are awesome & i trust you lord i am terrified! I cried til no tears & cheeks burned raw the only thing in my head KEEP YOUR PROMISE i got sassy & out loud like a brat FINE. All month i have emailed, messaged, all over the world for prayer asking for help including prayer groups, pages, gov. meeting groups Showing im not giving up NOT A SINGLE SOUL MAY HELP ME THATS OK PRAYER IS EVEN MORE POWERFUL!! Im usually very private person yet in a small town claim Jesus name in public they dont think you're a Christian They say crazy & make you get a evaluated but God showed me long ago he is a powerful God. I cant deny him i beg & plead for prayer serious help we have to be out of our home by nov 30 i found apt. i can afford but i havent made enough to cover rent & deposit Im tryin to do everything by the book now I get doors slammed in my face, blocked, being told no funds or I dont live in their area. Now I have gone to the last thing I know emails & messages 4 month gov. agencies, non profit churches, christian radio, christian t.v., grants. all over the world for family. I know long shot but I cant give up. No Mom who loves their family & God on their side would ever give up.
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